`Saturday, September 11, 2004;__
Lonesome!
i feel so hurt suddenly.. i need somebody to tok to me. to listen to my heart. i dun seem to control my emotions nowadays i feel lk cryin out real LOUD yea i nid to! i felt as though i'm so lost. some kind of weird feelin runs up to me... i dun feel lk doin anything but jus lyin on my bed & day dreamin even though i will not get any better by doin tt but i jus dun have the mood to hang out today. seriously i dun wanna stay at home but i dun have the mood to hang out too. wad the hell m i thinkin? y do i have the sucha a strong feelin tt i nver experience before. Huiteng called so early jus now when i was still lyin on my bed, she asked me out to cck mac to study! ohh forget abt it my dear huiteng coz i dun even have the mood to step out of my bedroom door. so yeah she suggested tt they cum to my hse so i kinda lk rejected! -sorrie- i dun have the mood to study!!! no not in the mood.. felt so lonesome! haiz how m i gonna live on if my life goes on lk tt every day!?! TELL ME!!!
-how am i gonna live on if my life suck big time-
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 4:16 PM;__